My life

I keep on making mistakes.
Every turn I make seems wrong.
What will I do?
I can't do anything right anymore.
I have been shut down and threw on the floor.
I want my life to end.
But this last message I will send.

I care more than it seems.
I am broken,
defeated,
and I don't know what to do.
What shall I do?
I can't do this anymore.
I've messed up for the last time.
I wish this was my last dime.
They never understand my pain.
I'm going insane.

These tears run down my face as they cry "your a disgrace."