Tears of salvation

Good people always die first.
which is sad.
Good people getting cancer
getting strokes
It's not fair.

I haven't died, as I'm not a good person.
I'm not good at all.
I love you, that's probably the only good thing.
I write because I can't cry.
Looks like I ran out of tears.
What is left of me if I even can't do that?
nothing.
Nothing is what I am, and will ever be.

It's time for the endgame
as time grows short
like a dying star
the life in me will burn out.
forever
because you left me
With my tears, and pain.