Denying The Fact

I've written a lot of poems,
saying i ain't coming back.
but i think I've been lying to myself,
I've been denying the fact.

The fact that i still love you,
and that i probably always will.
is obviously the truth,
since I've just gone back to you.

I thought that when we broke up,
it was the best thing for me.
I thought I'd be a happier person,
i thought it would set me free.

In the start I felt good,
surprisingly i didn't cry.
i went out clubbing,
kissed with many other guys.

that was something I'd been longing to do.
but i found out it was fun during the moment,
but when it was over,
all i had in mind was you....!

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