This pain is so unreal
You tell me not to cry
That it will all be ok
Your wrong this time
I finally found were i belong
It was my only family i had
The only safe place i felt alive
I finally let down my wall
I thought they were here to stay
I thought, great a family for christmas
Now there leaving me
I just cant say goodbye
They cared about me
I only made it this far cuz of them
I dont think u know
How hurt i am
I never wanted to die so bad
I wont do anything
But lets just say my heart is broken
This time i cant pick myself back up
So many people
I can not mend
I dont want to talk
I dont want to trust
I just want to be alone
My hole life i start to let go and trust
Then i get let down
I am not ok
Please help me
Been crying for days
Its not fear
I want to run away
