They say go with your gut,
but sometimes that is really hard.
I feel like you are going to leave me and stray afar.
I want to say something to you,
but knowing what the possible outcome could be causes me fear.
If only you lived close to me and I could have you here.
Not saying anything to you and acting like everything is okay only adds stress to every day.
I feel myself slowly weighing down as the pressure increases,
and my heart steadily begins beating at a fast pace.
I feel as if you are going to leave me sooner than later, as if it is a race.
Normally, I would have the courage to speak up and ask what is going on,
but somehow with you I can not be strong.
You are the weakness in me.
You are what determines my mood for each day.
If things are not going well between us my happiness will stray.
However, if everything is going good the smile will not leave my face.
It is amazing what difference one person can make in your life.
They can be the reason for your happiness or the cause of your strife.
They can be the reason your smile never leaves,
or why you cry all night.
You may never how a clue how much someone means to you right until they leave.
If I had one last thing to say to you I would ask you to never leave me<3
