What's going on, why am I such a mess?
I know I should talk but in no one can i confess.
I can't explain why, but even though they're great friends,
I just have these doubts like they won't stay till the end.
I don't know what to do, i think I'm going insane,
How can I show them how I feel, without causing more pain?
How can I tell them, that i don't even know what's wrong,
and that suddenly i just don't feel strong?
how can I tell them, that I'm loosing faith in myself,
How can I tell them that I'm in so much doubt.
Would they understand, or will they think that I'm a fool?
How can I tell them when I'm afraid they'll see right through?
i can't tell them what's going on,, when i don't even know,
It's just lately I've been feeling quite low.
I seem to push away and ignore,
Those of which I really do adore.
I don't know why, or what's going on,
All i know is that something is wrong.
I can't talk to anyone, about anything any more.
It's driving me crazy, driving me to the floor.
The only comfort i get, is from reaching for my knife,
One cut closer to ending my life.
I don't want anybody to notice, I don't want him to care,
Cause sooner or later, I will no longer be here.
