I'm Through With You

No longer will I weep for you
I'll wipe my eyes and carry on.
You will no longer pass through my mind.
I wont waste any of my life on you.

You don't deserve my love,
You don't deserve me as a daughter.
I'm ashamed to have you as a mother.
I'm ashamed to be a spitting image of you.

I pray I don't turn out like you.
I don't want to be a selfish witch.
So I'm done with you.
I want nothing from a selfish person.

You say you love me so much.
Yet you'd rather be with him.
When you know he is the reason,
That I'm not allowed to visit you.

You know what he did.
How he hurt Sabrina that way.
Yet you let my brother and sister
have visitations with him.

I hate you more then anything,
And don't tell me I don't mean it.
Because I have never meant something more then this.
You're a selfish person and you always will be.

I can't believe I use to idolize you.
Oh the horror, Oh the shame.
I'm quitting while I'm head.
I'm realizing the kind of person you are.

You may say you love me.
That just makes me laugh.
Because apparently you don't love me enough.
Or you wouldn't still be with him.

If you loved me as much as you say.
You'd dump his sorry butt,
And come visit me.
you'd get my siblings away from that man.

But I know you, and you wont do that.
So I'm telling you right now.
GOOD BYE FOREVER.
I'm through with you.

(This is to my birth mother. I don't consider her my mother anymore.)

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