Ending

Warmth envelops me as I fall
Crying out I hear your call
Death is knocking at my door
If I stay here, it means war
You tell me that I can't leave
But I am stuck in the lies I weave
Nothing feels right in this life
Longingly I look to my knife
I know I promised I'd be good
I have to listen, I know I should
Now the blade is in my hand
Across my wrist is one sleek band
Tears don't fall as I release my pain
I know with you I've made no gain
I can't help the pain I feel
It is more inside, it feels so real
As I drag this cool metal across my skin
Inside I feel that I will win
If my insides hurt I don't see why
Making it feel better is bad in your eyes
The blood on my arms is a solid line
You look into my eyes and see the signs
I've lost this battle, Lost this fight
I'm slipping away, Leaving tonight.