I should have spent the night at Carrie’s last night.
I want her to be by my side.
I think Carrie and I are meant to be together.
I want to kiss her and I want to do things we haven’t done before.
I could see myself spending the rest of my life with her.
Sometimes I feel like she could be my wife sometimes.
I wish she thought of me as if I was her Romeo and she was my Juliet.
Will she ever think of me like that?
Or am I just wasting my time?
I love seeing her, but why do I act so nervous around her?
Why do I act so nervous around any woman?
They are just human just like I am.
When I’m around her I feel like the man.
I wish we could forget this friend stuff and start making family plans.
I think she’s scared that I’m going to be like the other guys she’s been with in the past.
But I’m not that way I’m not an ass.
I wonder if she would ever have sex with me.
Or is it true, that all she sees me as is just a friend?
I love hanging out with her because she’s the only female I know that doesn’t use me for my money besides Elizabeth, Christina, and Luisa.
I feel like I might someday have a chance with Carrie.
I don’t think I’ll ever have a chance with Luisa or Christina.
Elizabeth, I still don’t know about her.
All I know is whoever I get with I’d never cheat on them.
I hope someday me and Carrie will be together.
I can’t stand living without her.
But I also like Christina but she’s with Buster.
I guess I’ll just see what happens as life goes by.
