I do not want to be the one to wash tears over your smile
I am not going to leave you just after a while
The fear of myself makes my mind unquiet
Only wanting peace as I tear flesh from your organs, this is a riot
The fear of you getting hurt makes me stay
But what if the fear of me will one day end abruptly as my body forever lay
Six feet under, I know you'd follow me
I want to make smile, not make them flee
Push you underground, where no one can see
All I hope is one day our mouths do not fill with dust
Because that's when we will be pulled apart forever without a final sound
Risking all I ever wanted for more than ever imaginable will be found
Our bodies will play games turning to dust, making everything intangible , even my love to the mind
Our bodies will rot together with our love
Writing the headlines as papers read, her beloved died with her like Romeo and Juliet through suicide's door
The story will be over, nothing more
Because what if we end up locked behind two opposing sides of the door
You heard my cries and saw the light beneath
But there is nothing to do now, no way to release
Suicide will bring us together, at the same time pull us away too
Overpowering the sum of my love for you
It won't matter how much I love you
That's why I can't do this
I'll live for you
