Dreams, such a bitterness escape
Yet reality seems to slowly seep in to them.
I cant sleep
For your face is all i see.
Your sweet gentle voice
I crave for it to say " i Love you"
To be in your arms again..
But your so far away.
TEN MONTHS!
Really long ago
Yet it feels like yesterday,
Do you not realize why i left you?
Please don't tell me your so blind
Don't you see?
Well open your eyes.
Its time you see the real me.
I'll tell you the truth
I love you,
TO the world i would shout it out
Never ashamed
You where my number one claim
My best friend.
The boyfriend i prayed for so long.!
And i let you slip away
"I love you now and forever
I cant see myself not loving you"
I love those words
Your eyes told me they where true.
You where with me 24/7
One of the things i enjoyed most about you.
Yet i pushed you away
I knew it was wrong.
I was so scared
Do you see yet?
I left you because i loved you
I needed to set you free.
You needed to be happy
Even if being happy wasn't me
I suffered so much
To this day I swear I still do.
But you where happy with her
That was enough to keep me moving.
TO know I didn't leave you in vain
Do you see dear?
I loved you so much
You came before my own needs.
You where my number one priority.
I hope you will understand the truth.
I didn't make you suffer for the heck of it.
I made you suffer,
So you could later be happier
I saw the way you looked at her,
The difference of when you first looked at me.
Your eyes told it all.
The fighting between us it got to far,
Making you more miserable.
I had to end it,
I knew you wouldn't be able to.
You still felt the love for me.
But I couldn't hold on to false hope anymore
I wont forget you
I really wont.
I loved you so much
Yet your no longer my Reality
But my bittersweet Dream
