"But these are just wants trapped inside my head"

wants should be whats maybe?

"I just like to have a sneak peek look"

Idk why but sneak peek and then looks makes the line seem repetitive

"Coming to think of it"

usually i hear it said as "come to think of it.."
idk for sure if you meant it that way but i just thought i'd bring it up

over all - very well written
it jumps around making it difficult to read... which in this case was very likable and kinda interesting
you don't see that much
it was challenging

4/5
good job

Your rhymes could be better .. Instead of rhyming it with it , you could find another word , as well as make the other stanzas rhyme as well . The lack of the scheme throws off the flow a bit but it's not a big deal . I really like the content , and still 5/5

These are very thought provoking dark thoughts expressed so eloquently and perfectly poetic. I am impressed