Why do I give you the time of day?
Why do I care about you so much?
I have fallen for you, but yet I don't even know what it's like to feel your touch.
Talking to you used to blow me away, until you started ignoring me more and more every day.
You have been making me so angry.
You are making me grind me teeth.
I have to bite my tongue simply to not speak.
It makes me sick to my stomach how things are falling down the drain so fast.
You were a great guy, or so I was told.
But you let me down, low and behold.
I always said that I never expected you to commit to me,
especially since I live so far away.
Apparently, my expectation was right on the first day.
Why are you pulling me along like a thread?
Why can you not just be honest with me instead?
Why are you playing games with my mind?
Why can you not just tell me the truth so I can put this all behind?
Just tell me the truth.
I am ready to move on.
I don't want to waste my time considering it has already been so long.
Be honest with me, that is all I ask.
Personally, it is quite a simple task.
You are a man, so prove it to me.
I want to know if you and I are truly meant to be.
