Mistakes

I know that the mistake i made was wrong.
but at the time i really didn't know what else to do.
my mind was racing and i couldn't keep up.
i can't say i am sorry because i know you don't want to hear it.

i know that i hurt you and that i can't take it back.
i guess all i am saying is that i want our friendship back.
i can't say forgive and forget.

but what i can say was that you knew best.
i shouldn't have done what i did but as of right now,
i can't take it back.

take this lame apology and say it's alright
we all make mistakes.
i know that you can not forgive me but at least try and understand why i did what i did.

there were many reasons why what happened happened but none of which are good enough to fix what i did.
hear me out that's all i ask.
i am sorry and i truly mean that.

i want us to be friends like we were.
i don't want that to be thrown away.
one more chance thats all i ask.
just to show you that our friendship is that important to me.