To make you happy.

I'm slipping through through his grasp
and he's loosing touch.
What he doesnt know yet,
is he's loosing me and I wonder is that a bit too much?

I wish he would hold on a little tighter
hasn't anyone said" fight for her,
for once im gone im not coming back.
he'll need more than cement,
to stop me from slipping thorugh his cracks.

I wonder will he miss me,
Will his heart bleed?
will his mind drift and sew itself tight
in fear of my memory in his dream every night.

why couldnt you love me?
need me?
want me?
or better yet,
instead of pretending why couldnt you just leave me.

that would have been better than what youve done.
Now i have a heart ache thats just begun.
For i love you but i have to leave you to make you happy.
Theres nothing ive ever wanted so badly.