Why I need you.

I need you more each coming day,
I miss the cute things you used to say,
I crave your presence and your hugs,
I yearn for someone to show me love.

I'm in terrible need of my best friend,
But you seem so content to let this end,
I'm just this little girl that feels so alone,
And you seem uncaring with your monotone.

Just thinking about how things were before,
And about the things that, to me, you swore,
Like how we'd be best friends until we both would die,
Makes me break down and start to cry.

Without you here, I feel so wrong,
Like everywhere I go, I don't belong,
Just a pigeon in a group of doves,
With no one around to show me love.

Now, I feel forgotten and just let go,
Because I have no one to let me know,
That the world's not perfect or serene,
And that there's bad things that remain unseen.

Since the first grade, it was just you and me,
But now nothing's the way it used to be,
And as you know, I'm too afraid to say goodbye,
I'm wondering if it'd be easier to just let this die.

But now, I'm not sure what to do,
Because all is difficult without you,
I need you in my life at all times,
You're my kuya, this poem's rhyme.

I'm tired of having to live without,
The only one that I care about,
I'm fading away the faster this ends,
All because of you, my "best friend".

Sorry, I was young, hahaha.