May be I can die for you

I was just thinking
I was so scared
I was just watching
I was so feared

I loved you so much
I dreamed I was with you
Now u love another as such
No more I m in you

I hurted my self
But also you
Now I cant help
May be I can die for you

I never thought to hurt
I love you to core
As if I was your part
Now my eyes just pore

Why am I so mad
Please tell me god
It makes me so sad
But I will still guard