When your not there

When your not there
Life doesn't seem to matter
matter that much

I want to rip myself out of my own body
scramming and yelling in my head
trying to make myself believe maybe you love me too
But i really just don't know

I can never relax
I want you, when your not there

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.

I want you to realize that,
realize that every day.