Nobody's child but mine . He wasn't wanted .Except by me
He was born so strong . Should have been two .Oh what a joy
This child off mine .Ten tiny fingers . Ten tiny toes too. That child off mine
He warmed my heart from that moment on . That child of mine .
I lost his dad . He didn't want to know . That child of mine .
He was sick . Born that way . That child off mine .
Smiles and laughter that lit up a room . That child of mine .
Many a worry. That sick child off mine .Yet eager to please. A loving child..
Full of smiles and so pleased . I left him with his tiny new brother .
That child of mine . New dad and all . He was so pleased .
I just never knew . Thought he was safe that child off mine .
How he snapped . His new dad. . At that child off mine .
My joyful night.. My friends and all. Became a mothers worst fear..
That poor child off mine . He couldn't breathe . .New dad didn't cope.
Love was blind . This I knew . Now I'm ashamed . I should have known..
He was only three . Battered and bruised . That poor child off mine .
From top to toe . Look what he'd done to that child of mine .
I know I should have let go . Be seen and heard for that child of mine..
I was so young with two kids in tow . How would I cope .I did not know.
To young and afraid off being alone . I should have known .
That child off mine . In sorry now.. Was naive.. It should have been done.
I should have let him go . For that child of mine I loved so .
Never again will I be afraid . Scared and unsure for any child of mine .
Their just no excuse . He was only three . That poor child off mine .
I was his mum . Should have known . What had to be done .
I should have spoke out . .And not been afraid .
For that child off mine . I was his mum .
