Why am I so trapped within myself?
Why can I not get over the factor of maybe failing?
Why can I not move on in my journey in life?
Why am I afraid to leave and not look back?
Why can I not push myself like I have in the past, in order to get to where I want to be?
Why do I have to keep going through medical problems? Why am I being challenge so strongly with the numerous counts of surgeries?
I ask so many questions and never get answers or some signs to keep my strength up and going. Growing weaker as time keeps moving on. And still everyday asking myself WHY!
