It's hard to live with something you know will break anothers heart,
Especially when that other is what your entire existence revolves around.
I'm not sure how to say this, but I was taught everything works out somehow, I've been able to live with this for awhile now, but I havn't been able to ignore it, and its boiling down to the point where sleep is just another wish I have yet to fulfill, I've lost all contact with the outside world, I can hardley remember the rythym of an amazing song.
The feeling of laughing soo hard its damn near impossible to breathe.
The feeling of being able to meet new people and not be scared to open up to them.
The decision that I have made is based off the typical "its not you it's me" phrase.
The dawn of a wilting heart...
I'm leaving you I'm not sure how I will manage, but I have faith that I'll pull through.
We both knew this day was near, so I'm ending it sooner instead of fearing it later. Its not fair what were doing to eachother even the firey pits of hell know's it isn't right.
Were both stuck in a hellbound feeling of lust and love, where the visual content of everything else around us doen't exist.
I love you more then I can bare as do you yourself.
But open your eyes and truley see what over rules this heated passion we share!
Mind over matter is a difficult thing to truley see.
You see when it comes to a love like ours it bypasses the critical behavior we have towards eachother, the never ending battle between sexes.
A fight to grip supority, and also a quick slip through a grasped hold when one slight word is said under the wrong time and tone.
So my only never lasting love I long to say this to you.
Goodbye my almost lover, no more heartaches will come your way.
No more sleepless nights wanting to kill eachother over meaningless affairs, no more acts of jelousey from cold bitter despite. No more going to bed mad at one another I'm waving the white flag.
Let's write a tready an oath to truce that we will never love eachother again.
It doesn't matter which road we take in the end someones got to go.
We never intended on hurting eachother but now we just can't stop.
Baby I'm doing the best I can to try and make you understand, I don't want us to be a regret apart from a lesson well learned.
So without further ado I bid my final good bye take the kiss and feel the bliss and open up your eyes.
I wrote this one in the time length of 10 -15 minutes, i for one still think its rather enjoyable, let me know what you think i love hearing feedback thanks
-leeann
