It does not matter how much I love you. you will never give that love back. and even though it is all but killed me. I'm finally accepting that fact.
I knew you were not good. but I chose to stay. despite how much you hurt me. I Just could not walk away.
it was my fault for not looking. and ignoring all the signs. everything in me knew I deserved better. and yet I spent a year intentionally blind.
your finger is always pointed. you refuse to accept any blame. for being dumb enough to trust you. I feel incredibly ashamed. because even though I could see through your lies. I convinced myself you told only truth. I never wanted to believe.
you would waste this love I was giving to you. but you are a liar. we both know there is nothing more true. and while I was accused of doing awful things. turns out the lying cheating ho was you.
from you I now need nothing. you have left me with nothing but regret.
and if I could undo just 1 thing....it would be the day we met.
