She felt so ashamed . Dirty an unclean.
So many Years gone . Left with the scars .
She never told . How she was left.,
How it affected her life . Had to be clean.
All round inside and out . Just had to be clean.
Scrubbed her body . Till she would bleed.
Still she felt . So unclean.
Nice smells around all the time . Yet still felt so unclean
His Smell . He left her . Smell off shame.
She remembered so well . Those horrible smells
It must be clean . Must be new. .And fresh too.
Compulsive shopping . It never lasted . Still she felt so unclean
Down and low another sad day . She must make everything new.
Untouched and new . Made it clean . Calm and clean .
Yet nobody knew . Confused to why . She was left this way.
The smell of abuse . Her compulsive life.
Clean, Clean, Clean, Yet no one notice.
30yrs on still the same . Trapped in this world.
Was how she was left. . Compulsive and unclean .
Nobody knew what he had taken . How she was left.
Feeling so unclean.............
