I do love you, babe
And I know thats not enough
I know I kinda messed things up
But I'll always love you
I never expected to feel like this
Never expected to want to be with you
Always.
It still scares me
Because of the extent of how I feel
It can't even be put into words
Trust me.
I've tried.
I wish our lives were different
And that we could be together
Always.
I love you.
And I keep saying that!
But what does it mean?
I can't explain,
Put on paper
The feelings inside my heart
Because these words aren't descriptive enough.
So please
Please don't count me out
As the person you thought I was
I am.
I have to try to protect myself
Save myself
From the terror of losing you
Because if I love you like this now
I am afraid of whats to come.
And afraid of what I may lose
You.
At least this way,
I hope,
We can remain friends
Stay in eachother's lives
Because you are a part of me
My heart and soul
The very breath I breathe
I don't know what else to say
So I will say those words again
The ones that aren't enough
The ones that over simplify what I'm feeling
I love you.
I do.
