I don't want you to get mad at me,
For what I'm about to say.
I didn't know how to tell you,
Or how to put it any other way.
You're scaring me more and more,
It gets worse with each passing day.
I know what you're doing; don't try and hide,
Cause I'm not going away.
A part of me feels empty,
And it's been this way for a while.
I wish I could hear your name,
And my face would show a smile.
But instead it shows fear,
Fear that I'm losing you.
And I start to tear up,
Cause I don't know what to do.
As I write this my vision begins to blur,
For these tears have been a friend.
I wish I could tell you I'm ok,
But I don't want to have to pretend.
I've lost so many people in my life,
And I don't want to lose you too.
Cause you hold a special place in my heart,
After all of these years we've been through.
I have no more words to say,
And I still can't think of what to do,
All I can think of is that,
I'll always love you.