Its been a long time I have'nt written.
There are feelings inside me that are hidden.
I was trapped in time and lost in some world.
It seems my life got twisted and it got twirled.
There have been promises that got broken.
And those friends I have not spoken.
Relations which got scarred.
And negative feelings got charged.
Amidst the tantrums I chose the flow of the city.
Though, could never rest at serenity.
Trancy Tequila nights with weekends that fly.
Guess I have forgotten my sweet slumber lullaby.
This is me under the sky.
Truth resides between only me and Thy.
For me, am not sure, for I know what I feel.
Its frustration that speaks and nothing to heal.
High priced tranquility brings no soothe that I desire.
Where have I come? Am I being a liar?
A liar not to the world outside, but to my own inside.
Tears pouring down speak, how can they hide?
Have stopped keeping account of things I have left behind.
There is disorientation permanently residing in my mind.
Have lost focus of course I can't deny.
And no patience to sit someday and simplify.
Just going with the wind.
Like a sailor who may sink.
Neon lights flashing into my blurred vision.
Am laughing but am sad, or am into some confusion.
Put on some light, let me see the sun.
Let me speak tonight, guess its my turn.
I rose a little and again I fell.
And got up by my door bell.
Its another morning, again the hourglass is ready.
Ready to begin the same old damn things set for me already.
But I thought of bringing the change today?
No time for it honey, may be some other day.
Still little time I stole from the life am living.
To breathe a little air without simply cribbing.
And now scrapping it out.
Hoping someday the change I'll bring, a little loud.
