I Am Tired.

I'm tire of hearing his name,
I'm tired of wanting him to feel the same,
I'm tired of feeling the way that I feel,
I'm tired of never knowing what's real.

I'm tired of dreaming about his embrace,
I'm tired of seeing his damn face,
I'm tired of waking up with him on my mind,
I'm tired of being the one left behind.

I'm tired of falling for stupid jerks,
I'm tired of being treated like dirt,
I'm tried of being "Just friends"
I'm tried of having to pretend.

I'm tired of seeing him with other girls,
I'm tired of thinking that he was my world,
I'm tried of hurting, I'm tired of the pain,
I'm tired of falling for him again and again.

I'm tired of remembering the words he said,
I'm tired of letting things get to my head,
I'm tried of thinking I had reasons to fall,
I'm tired of thinking about him at all.

I'm tired of not being able to sleep,
I'm tired of having secrets to keep,
I'm tired of not trusting people that care,
I'm tired of people saying "I Will Always be here"

I'm tired of feeling this way,
I'm tired of never knowing what to say,
I'm tired of having to pretend.
I'm tired of this not being the end.