Someone told me today i looked as if i had the whole world in my shoulders
and that made me realize how much of that is true
it feels like everyone depends on me
like i have to be the one to keep moving forward
no matter what heads my way
but why?
why should i take that responsibility?
why even try?
its been always hard on me to take control
because everyone judges everything i do
Ive tried so hard to keep everything going but it feels like everything is falling apart
no matter what i do is never enough
doesn't matter how hard i work it doesn't pay off
no one sees that , and sad to say but neither do i
I'm not a person that gives up because thats not me
but yes Ive wanted to , yes id tried to
but no i could never do that
i have to keep going
i have to keep fighting
if i give up nothing i did was worth it
if i choose to stop everyone will judge me even more
so what can a person like me do?
what can a person like me expect?
who in my position would risk it all?
nobody just me
