You're the ringtone I never hear anymore
With anxiety I stare at my phone
Waitting to see your name appear
So i no longer will feel alone
I give up the wait and text you
A sense of hope awaits your reply
After an hour or so I start to think
That maybe this relationship is a lie
I lay there wishing you'd call me
Too afraid to call you on my own
Because when you never answer
I find myself panic prone
Thoughts run through my head that this isn't healthy
That I'm starting to lose control
Maybe I should end this once and for all
But without you I don't feel whole
My walls around me are crumbling
The truth seems clearer each day
But when we have out good moments
I push all the bad memories away
I love you, I know this for sure
But I'm never sure if you feel the same
We fight about the most stupid of things
And find that we are both to blame
So each night I sit here and wait
I'm getting used to the dissapointment
Someday I'll realize that I'm better then this
But until then I'll put up with this sick treatment
