I love that movie Blind Side. I'm as happy as a clown. I'm sad as a lost puppy. I wonder if any woman will ever love me. I have a great life I get to come home from work everyday and see my wonderful dad. I've got a whole bunch of wonderful friends at work. I could still make it by even if I didn't have any friends. I don't ask for anything from anybody. If worst came to worst I could stand on my own two feet. So why is everybody trying to test me? I just don't understand how people can be so selfish. Maybe I am the one that is selfish! Maybe people just follow after me!Sometimes I just want to work and come home and relax every night. I'm thinking about watching a movie per night. I think Ashley is very very fine. Will I ever learn or is this how my life will always be? I'm so tired of the same shit everyday. I don't always have to do things your way. I do things my way and that's that. I'm not trying to be selfish or inconsiderate. I'm just free to do what I want and I know that. No one is going to take that away from me! I don't need to argue with you when I already know what I'm going to do. I just hope I have someone to kiss for New Years Eve. Some people make me feel like I'm an ugly ducking and it doesn't matter how much good compliments I get I still feel that way. Sometimes I have all the confidence in the world. The keyword is that I just need to make more money. Messing around with my future isn't funny!
