I Was Beginning To Feel Fine

I dig up ghosts from long past
From days when you were mine.
I find poems, notes-- at last
I was starting to feel fine.

And just as I felt better
Being without you, dear.
I'm reminded with a letter
Of how much I want you near.

I miss you here, so much
My heart is just abyss.
I yearn all day for touch
Or maybe just a kiss.

Why do you still hold me?
Why do you still care for me?
You're with another man
Yet you say you love me.

You say that every day, still
You think of me and frown.
You want to be with me-- I'd kill
To have these things go down.

But he's too nice to you
And you can't leave him.
Although you want me, too
And like me more than him.

Its too bad you have no mind
To know whats good for you.
With me you know you'd find
Eternal love that's true.