Not So Happy Ending

Every moment spent with you was a blessing in my eyes.
Time slowed down just so I could cherish your smile.
You had my heart dancing to a joyous new beat,
As I stayed awake just to watch you sleep,
Because my reality was finally better than my dreams.
Now it seems...

My world is crashing all around me
I'm choking on a new sorrow that I've never tasted.
I'm wrestling with all our moments that are now wasted.
The weight of the pain has me to my knees.
Now I lack the willingness to breathe.
My thoughts lie on what happened to our love,
What happened to us, to you, to my angel from above.

Memories of our past seem to haunt my mind.
Nothing helps the hurt I feel when I think of your bueatiful eyes.
All I want in life is to get drunk off your kiss once more.
Bask in your smile that's purpose is to warm.
Oh how I long to be back in your arms,
But no longer do I experience your charm,
Because my heart you did harm.

I'm choking on a new sorrow that I've never tasted.
I'm wrestling with all our moments that are now wasted.
The weight of this pain has me to my knees.
I now lack the willingness to breathe.
And my thoughts lie on what happened to our love,
What happened to us, to you, to my angel from above.

A song I wrote for my friend Sarah.

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