Contently Confused

Dear Astonishing Artist,

Boy, you frustrate me.
You make me feel special,
Then, you leave me awestruck and alone,
Waiting, desperately, by the phone.

You say something nice one day.
And then the complete opposite the next.
I never know what to do,
When it comes down to you.

I still remember the time,
I first saw that video.
Loving the amazing sound of your sweet voice.
Telling you no is hardly ever a choice.

Even when we argue,
I still take your call.
Because talking with you makes me feel so good.
Although, I'm not sure that it really should.

I hope you will come see me soon.
I really want to hang out with you.
Please don't make me wait.
That's something I would hate.

Being your friend isn't my only wish.
But please trust me,
That I can be relied upon,
When something in your life goes wrong.

Boy, I have the biggest crush on you.
And you honestly have no idea.
I will never tell you though.
Because of the distance that separates us so.

Sincerely,
Contently Confused