I walk through the door, and suddenly I'm blind,
i can no longer follow the path that i was following,
I stay where i am,
i listen to what my ears are hearing,
but they lead me a stray,
lead me down and out the wrong door.
Now i am stranded,
left hopelessly lost in a world i have known for to long, a world i thought was left behind me,
i crawl in a corner, pull my legs to my chest and wrap my arms around them.
Then i see a light at the end,
i glance over,
and I see nothing,
but i am not left with nothing,
i gain a whole new idea.
A thought that can get me through this maze of misconception. 'Follow your heart.'
I stand up and listen to what is around me,
all i hear so far are echos of lies that my ears are pulling in,
tricking me into believing what is being said,
rather then believing what I have choice to believe.
I dig down deep,
and listen to what my heart embraces with in my soul.
For once i see a whole new world,
nothing that i am used too.
Its my dream,
something that i had thought i could never see,
much less hold with in my grasp.
Now, i can feel the energy,
no longer is this dream quite,
i can hear my self thinking to clearly: 'Can this be? Can i really let me heart soar with this one boy? Can i trust my self to not lead my self wrong again?'
Then I hear in the echos: 'This is your time to shine, don't hold back, reach out and grab who you are meant to be with. He will do the same, together its time both of you to be healed.'
All at once, i find my self walking with out even trying, its so natural.
So i just close my eyes,
Stop listening to all the things outside of my body,
leave my mind blank,
and just follow my heart.
