Every time

Every time you leave it makes me sad beyond belief

no partying or having fun just work and school for me

no friends no calls from anyone else just awaiting the

phone calls I get from my love

spending all of my moments thinking of you until I get

so fed up I just write about you about all the feelings I

have praying it releases some of this rage

so page after page theres nothing and no one but you

the strong love I have for you that wouldn't disappear

no matter how hard I try to wish it gone

I write about the hurt I feel every time I watched the

greyhound roll away or the plane lift and fly away

about the heavy feeling that downs me every time I try

to leave you alone

my heart wont allow me to even stay upset with you so

I'm certain that I could not live without you

but somehow I am its what I basically do for months at

a time I am lonely and hurting remaining faithful to you

the man I love and this long distance nightmare

this thing that we call love and this bond we refer to as

a relationship is causing me hell cause I have to face it

alone wanting you near having only the comfort of

your voice but when your too busy I'm pissed again

cause I love you so much it hurts and it stabs my heart

to stand and watch you walk away from me to want you

so badly and not have my way

I'm walking with the stench of a woman in love

and every time you leave it gets a little stronger

every time you call my heart beats a little faster

every time you return I get so much happier

and it seems that every time I close my eyes we

repeat this painful cycle