She broke my heart.
Shattered it.
All I could do
Was sit back
And watch.
I had no control,
No power over it.
She held all the control,
All the power.
I want to go to school
And never see her again.
I want her to walk
Right out of my life.
She made me cry.
Now I wish to die.
Does she have to be
On my mind
All the time?
It's annoying,
Stupid,
Empty,
Lonely,
Most of all,
Depressing.
She took my soul
And ripped it away
From me.
Why did it have to end?
Why did it have to end like this?
I'm so broken I can't breathe.
I hate myself for letting it
Get this far.
Everything feels off,
Feels wrong.
Like my world is falling.
I can't grab it.
Everything's so far out
Of my reach...
I can't sleep anymore,
I tried.
I'm tired,
I want to shut my eyes
And never open them again.
Is this what love feels like?
Broken and abused,
She took me,
Exposed me,
And broke me.
What did I get out of this?
For once I was the uncensored me.
She promised she would
Always be there,
How naive it was
Of me to believe her.
It was all shit.
It was a big lie.
Everything we once shared
Is contaminated.
Every song reminds me of
The love we once shared.
She only admitted it once
In the past few months.
I wish she would have
Told me it was a lie.
She made it seem so perfect,
Like it was fate.
Now it's shattered and sharp and broken.
No sense in picking up the pieces up now.
Might as well let them be.
What did I mean to her?
What did she mean to me?
Everything.
She was my night,
My day,
My sun,
My moon,
My heart,
And my soul.
It's all gone now,
Ripped out of my grasp.
It all went to Hell,
It happened a long time ago.
But then she came back
And it all seemed so perfect,
Almost too good to be true,
I guess it was.
Now I'm left in the dust.
What did I mean to her?
It appears to be nothing,
Because for the second time,
She chose her over me.
How does this keep happening
To me?
I want to fall asleep
And forget all about
This whole thing.
Wouldn't it be nice?
But my world is so
Shattered,
I can't even close my eyes.
All because...
She broke my heart.
And ripped away my soul.
And left me...
Shattered...
