I wish my mind would untangle itself.
Pull it all apart and piece it back together the right way.
I don't fancy feeling like this,
All confused and lost in the chaos of my feelings and thoughts.
I know what I want.
But figuring out how to get it is a completely different story.
I'm all alone on this.
But I can't wait any longer.
I feel as though my heart is broken.
Though I know it's still together.
My only desire is to give my attention away,
To a boy who may or may not matter.
I can't help it.
This is what I long for most.
Now if only I could attain it,
I'd be just fine.
