Broken, Break Down

How is it that I'm so broken,
Yet I continue to break down?
Does it have to be apart of life,
Why can't it just be over now?

I'm only 17 years old,
And I'm already falling apart.
Screw getting any older,
I just don't have the heart.

I'm a monster in a human suit,
A demon choosing wings.
I am every kind of wrong,
And the devil inside me sings.

Dear God, save me,
For I am trapped.
Every time I try to smile,
I begin to relapse.

Dear pain, break free,
I'm tired of being here.
Maybe if I felt no pain,
I'd have nothing to fear.

Dear breath, come back,
I'm lost inside myself.
My lungs have no purpose,
Come back and help.

Dear world, goodbye,
I'm sick of everything.
I'm ready to let go,
Just grant me my wings.