You were my pa
I was your little girl
I love u so much
6 months ago u had to leave
Now i sit here
So many times i wish i could go back
I made mistakes
I wish i could turn around
Evrytime i looked back
You were right there encouraging me to go on
You blieved in me when the world seemes so unfair
You told me im not like the places i came from
I couldnt see it, intell only a month ago
Pa u were right and im sorry u cant be here to see me grow
Everyday i think about u
Everyday i cry for u
I know your still here for me
I wish i could get your advice once more
I need help
Pa your girl isnt as strong anymore
I am falling
Please pa save me
I try to smile
The way u thught me
Somehow my eyes still want to cry
When u left, my world changed
I didnt have any more hope
I am getting better
I can now see i will be ok
I need u to help me throguh all of this
So much has changed in my life
It all got alot better
U gave me the strenth to go on
I remember the day u died
I ran away from the group home
I turned to alchol and drugs
I just wanted to feel high
Then i relized i just didnt belong in all my placements
U were right
They were bringing me down
No one wanted to listen
I lost my voice
