Im sorry u hate me
Im sorry im not good enough
Sorry im your child
Sorry u dont give a f**k
Im trying my best
It doesnt seem good enough
I hate my life
I hate my family
Everyday i am crying
Everyday im dieing a little more
I really need to talk
It seems no one have the time i need, there so much i need to say
It seems i cant talk the words i cry
Its like this little blade speak for me in the dark
Cutting to survive
Im loosing myself
Im loosing my life
I want to believe it will get better
Maybe im not ready to change
I need to work on y im doing all of this
I need to understand y
School is comeing
I just dont want to go
Its to hard for me
I cant take anymore stress
I want to stay in
But its my need to go
I feel bad
I will be ok
I just cant give up
Look at how far i came
This girl isnt giving up
So when the days get harder
There is no light
The world becomes against me
Everyones tunring away
I know i need to keep believe
How far i came
I need to go back to were i belong the most
And the people who i trust and know cares
So tonight its me and my kitten
Watching tv and cuddling
I might be alone
But somehow i am free
If i didnt want to try
Where would be the next place i would be
Or the people who would never understand me
