Nothing to live for,
nothing to achieve,
nothing to wish for,
hope or believe.
Ive lost everything,
but my life looks so complete.
Shouting, screaming, crying, weeping.
Nothing seems to work.
Why do i feel so horribly hurt.
I'm broken inside,
i know i am.
I need you to fix me,
but you dint even know,
you cant even see.
I'm wishing, wanting, waiting for you.
Please love me back like i want you to.
I'm sorry, please dint do this,
please dint deny me that kiss
it felt so right, but i know it was wrong,
but why are we waiting, and wanting for so long.
I cant cope,
i need this release,
i will never find, know or live in peace,
I'm falling, Ive fallen, I'm stuck with no way,
i cant keep on doing this, each and every day
I'm hurting, I'm aching, I'm tied and fed up,
i need somebody to bring me some luck
A failure, a wreck, a disappointment that me,
a daughter you had but never really see,
I'm lost and frightened, alone and afraid,
i need to be held, re-assured and saved,
I'm hopeless, I'm tied, I'm forgotten and lost,
i need to get out of this no matter the cost.
Each day passes, like the breath that i take,
you dint know its happening,so unreal and so fake,
I'm rhyming, and writing with no plan atoll,
its just flowing and flowing like a water fall,
never ending, never beginning, never forgiving.
I'm lost inside my self,
i feel so deep but with no depth,
I'm lost, in love, in fear, in denial,
in pain, indestructible, trying in vain,
I'm helpless, I'm worried, I'm anxious, always,
I'm tired and feeling older before my due days.
