So often I've retreated to memories of my past,
that the present becomes a mirage,
and the future a forgotten hope.
I lie awake in the night thinking of you
and your touch,
and your hair,
and your eyes,
and your love.
I wish that I could have you.
It breaks my heart to know
that you still are out there
without me by your side.
You're free to fall in love,
even if it's not with me.
You're free to live your life,
And forget my name in time.
However, I'll never be free.
You are my first love,
there's no way to change the past.
Even if I find another,
In my heart, you will forever last.
