Maybe you just dint understand, maybe you don't realize how much you actually mean to me.. maybe you don't get it when i say your my everything that you are.. I lost you once, then i lost you twice on false pretenses, I'm not about to let you slip
away for a third time .. haven't you ever heard third times the charm. I'm not prepared to stand in tears as i watch you, your shadow and our memories walk away . . So far that they are no longer in my reach so far that i cant remember what it was like... If i was the one girl you truly honestly fell in love with,
show it show the world most of all show me. I need the proof that you love me.. and its not some other girl. That you aren't playing me, i put alot aside to be yours. . i believe you when you make me promises, and i know you haven't broken it.
Your hard to understand and sometimes its hard to read your heart. i have had those doubts ;& those days when i stay up all night and think what it would actually be like if i never got to see you again.. what it would be like if that one Halloween night i never convinced you to come out. I never would've held your hand i never would've watched chain saw massacre
most of all i never would've fallen in love to this day.
There are days when i wish i had nothing to do with you and there are the times when i go to bed thinking of you and regretting so much time i had wasted.. I know sometimes i probably drive you insane with how jealous i get and how mad i can get over the smallest and simplest things but truth be told its because I'm afraid of losing you.. I no longer fear of such a thing because the words you have
chosen and softly spoken to me and others proves it all.
