Want To Hate

My life was empty, then you arrived,
I thought I was dead, but I survived,
with you here, right by my side,
but somehow our love has died,
you walked away, left me here,
all alone, eyes full of tears,
I hate this now, you've disappeared,
where'd you go, why aren't you near,

I want to hate you, I need to hate you,
but somehow I always fall back in love,
I want to leave this far behind me,
you're always pushing, I never shove,

I hate this life, I hate this pain,
I hate the night, I hate the day,
I feel the stress, I feel the strain,
I must confess, I'm not OK,
I need you back, but you are gone,
I need your smile to hold on,
I can't believe you deserted me,
you let me go, but I'm not free,

I want to hate you, I need to hate you,
but somehow I always fall back in love,
I want to leave this far behind me,
you're always pushing, I never shove,

I'm sick of this, I can't believe,
you left me here, alone to grieve,
I need to run so far, so fast,
but I can't escape my own past,
no matter where I turn or hide,
you're always there within my mind,
I've tried to evade, but you're around every turn,
with a match in hand, my heart to burn,

I want to hate you, I need to hate you,
but somehow I always fall back in love,
I want to leave this far behind me,
you're always pushing, I never shove,

I want to hate you, I need to hate you,
but somehow I always fall back in love,
I want to leave this far behind me,
you're always pushing, I never shove...