I fight the agony of guilt
hate and love intertwine
needs and wants clash
tears burdening others
happiness seems lost
fake happy memories
jealousy of ones love
regret boiling over the brim
pulling the trigger of insanity
lost in the labyrinth of confusion
wanting not enough
needing to much
time to grow up in never-land
hazy truths, lies so much clearer
constant self loathing
when will they all notice
in the middle of wanting love and hating the lover
can you please reach me
is it to late? i wonder
maybe letting go is easier
bearing all these emotions
even when strength is not enough
thoughts of mutiny
the sour taste of losing to much
the sweet taste of wanting more
which am i?
sometimes being caught in the middle hurts to much
