A Mother's Woe

I raise my voice at you because I can
You please me with your wretchedness; therefore, I am your biggest fan
I make your life miserable because you persist to exist
Why don't you just lock yourself in your room and slit your wrists
You make me sick to my stomach when you open your mouth to speak
Just one syllable from you and my heart starts to get weak
I wish I had no eyes so I couldn't see the disappointment that stands before me
I wish I had a pillow right now to put you out of your misery
God must've been on a break when he decide to make
The disgusting slime that makes my belly ache
What filth that crawled out of me that horrible day
Why did the devil take over and make you this way?
Why won't you just die?!
I've attempted so many times; so I dare no more to try
I have no more friends because of you
Do you wish me to be lonely because you are too?!
Oh God, just do one little thing for me
Make this horrible thing go away and let me be

*oldie but a goodie*