Comatose

I'll never forgive you for waking me up
Out of this coma, keeping me from
Feeling my heart beat the inside
Of my chest. Sand paper eyes
Can't close for a second. I'm too
Stubborn to admit the truth
II guess I have feelings, No. I am a rock
I am a statue. Look, I can't even talk
I'll just stare blankly in the mirror at myself
Keep my poem book on the top shelf
Where I can't reach to write
Cause if I try I might feel again tonight
But numbness works so well
So break down, break shit, swallow another pill.
Walk away, no, you are not my own.
Chemical, please, slip me back to my coma