We were the best of friends, we did everything together.
Then I went ahead and screwed it all up.
No amount of sorries can fix what I have done.
I have to live with this regret and guilt.
You have told me what needs to be done and I will try.
You should have never had to go through what I put you through.
I miss that friendship and that sisterly love.
I miss the sleepovers and all the fun that came with.
I know that this won't make things right but at least its a start.
I should say this straight to your face.
But I can't do that because of my mistakes.
I could've listened to you from the start.
You should know that none of this is your fault.
Your the best friend that any one could be.
Your the best that any one could ask for.
I want our friendship back and I know you do to.
You can't trust me because of what I did.
I could've been there when you needed me.
I could've treated with you with more respect.
You were always there for me no matter what.
I know that this won't mean much.
I am sorry and now I must stop.
Even writing this I had tears in my eyes.
Remembering all the good times we had.
And knowing that was in the past.
You have moved on and that is clear.
You found people better then me.
I see that you are happy with out me.