Missed Chance

Pain.. It's more than a feeling.
More than something that hurts.
It's everything.
It fills my heart to the core;
a merciless thing.
It knows no bounds.
Shows no remorse.
Pain grows stronger every waking minute.
Everyday I die a little inside.
It's unbearable.
This isn't what I wanted.
Why should I deserve such a burden?
I've done nothing wrong, so why
do I feel this way?
I tried to be there; everyday.
Why can I never get a break?
Am I a bad person?
An evil person?
So why do I deserve this?
Everyday I dreamed of you.
Everyday I needed you.
But you moved on.
You were in my grasp; yet
I let you get away.
I don't want to feel this way...
Not anymore.

- Lame-O