Forever youll regret

I feel so trapt,
Yet somewhat free.
Is there something going on,
Or is it just me.

Never felt like this,
I guess its something new.
I see so many friends around,
But only feel a few.

Got so much to say,
But only a little comes out.
Too much going on,
And lots of doubt.

Unknown to this scenario,
feeling lost and confused.
I see you laughing,
I hope by this your amused.

Its mostly your fault,
But ill take some blame.
I hope you hurt bad,
And with that feel shame.

You are rude and selfish,
I see nothing more.
Hope to not cross the line,
But I hate you even more.

Im speaking from the heart,
Something you know nothing about.
You are filthy and trash,
Only lies come out of your mouth.

I feel like Im wasting,
Too much time on this.
Because youre not worth anything,
And someday me youll miss.

Youll think of this moment,
And will remember it plenty.
You had it too good,
And treated too gently.

Im though with it all,
And so over it.
This candle we shared,
Is not longer lit.

Goodbye it is,
And new road I have set.
This is one mistake,
Youll forever regret.